What if ??

If I have the feeling, it would be you.

If I have the choice, I’ll choose you,

If I have the guts, I’ll tell everyone about you, (But I didn’t)

If I can’t control my will, I will go to you,

If I tell everyone, no one will trust me,

And if I tell everyone, no one will stay with me,

If I’m a selfish person, I’ll choose you,

If I’m a stupid person, I’ll choose you,

If I'm blind, I'll choose you.

If I don't love Allah, I'll choose you.

But yet, still, if and if and if I have the choice, I will choose you.

But the fact is, I can’t. And I accepted it. I choose to choose Allah.

I love you Allah. Please be with me. And avoid me from this sin. Enough is enough. :')

Do pray the best for me.