Follow your HEART?? What the . . .

Do you realize how much people around you tend to say "Follow your heart, it will lead you to the right path" or "Heart is the voice of truth" or any words that stated that THE HEART can guide you bla bla bla .

Do you really think that heart can guide you, take you to the right path? Well, if you defined "Follow your heart" as "Follow your instinct", then MAYBE, it may guide, bring you to the right path.
And if you defined "Follow your heart" as "Follow your faith(Iman)" then, clearly and definitely, it WILL guide you to the right path.

In my point of view, I think, HEART is full of LUST. And as you all know, following LUST is FORBIDDEN. LUST blind us to see the right thing. So why follow heart if it's full of lust? Well, start thinking :)

-This is just an opinion, don't take it seriously-

SHR and aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,,, it's Taylor Swift :) SNL

ONE WORD, -COMEL- . Can't stop laughing. Love you Taylor Swift :)


BTW: Eid Mubarak to all my Muslim brothers and sisters. Please forgive me if I've offended, hurt or disappointed you in any way.

Again.

Again again and again. Blind me. Why am I keep repeating the same mistakes all over again. I should have known. I hate it, when my heart do the thinking job. It will never go well. Arrrrrrggghhhh. Blind me, blind me. Go away feelings =,= I don't like you.

Stop. And think

"Hubungan kamu dengan sahabat kamu, adalah tanggungjawab kamu kepada Allah SWT. Kamu tidak mengharapkan balasan daripada sahabat kamu atas kebaikan kamu. Tetapi kamu mengharapkan balasan Allah SWT atas kebaikan kamu. Hubungan sahabat kamu terhadap kamu pula, itu adalah tanggungjawab dia kepada Allah SWT."

Indeed. A very very deep words. Makes me think that I have nothing to lose.
Thankyou H Asyraf :)

Know me? Know me not?

Having the same perspective for 18years and a single whisper changed everything. I did not see the real world until I really really see it through heart and soul. There's no doubt that words can kill. Even if you have a huge faith in something :)


Anyway, I like arguing and complaining. I like to see how they react, how they try to answer my questions, and the best of it is to try to read and see their mind towards life. You can read people's perspective in a conversations. I'm not judging, I'm just analysing. Feels good to know and understand the creation of Allah, The Almighty :)

Positive

It has been a long wild ride. Da lama tak post kat blog "THE HAZAROX" ini. Hahaha. Sangat malas laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa(as always ^_^).

Erk. Back to the main point:
So tonight, im thinking about you. Yes you. Indeed you. My dear health. HAHAHAHA.
Health problem is suck. Well, sapa suka sakit =,= I'm not saying I'm sick, I'm just fine! I'm fine, just fine, healthy outside and not inside, ERK, okay, result according to Liyana, which is me, im fine. Okay,sorry merepek.

Again, back to the real main point:
So, no matter how sick you are, never show it to others :) Just smile and let the time take you. Have fun. Laugh. Do not say you'r a sick person or dying person because, every words you said, might change the progress in your brain and depression may occur(again according to liyana, which is me, haha). Think positive. And stay alive. Banyakkan amalan if possible untuk bekalan akhirat. Heheheh.

Do not count on others.Hehe. Kat dunia ni kan semuanya pinjaman, tak kira la keluarga or kawan2 ke or anything la. Always count on Allah 200%. Do not let human words conquer ur feelings. Kalau ada orang disappointed kan you or even lefted you, katakan la "so what, im not alone, Allah is with me". If you really really believe in it, in instant, you will feel much better.


Conclusion nya, always think positive :) And smile always.



P/S: Sorry, for the boring post. Suddenly rasa nak post about positive thinking.

From evil to not so evil.

Conversation yang buat yana realize, okayyyy, I did changed.

Started with:

Ara: yana dah jadi pendiam sekarng. percaya tak saras? last I jumpa die, die macam senyap >.<

Me: Hahaha :P Hari tuu jumpa, macam tak ada mood nak cakap laaa

Saras: gila jahat Yana! pe cte dei?luv failure ke?

Me: No laaaa. I memang macam tuu. Sekarang ni mood cepat swing laa. Even my kolej friends semua cakap "First she's so hyper, ,30sec later, terus pasif, da biasa" Hahaha

Ara: yana pelik >.< dulu die setiap 20 sec akan datang idea gila gila die nak kacau @ kenakan orang. now dah terbalik,...
tak pelah yana, you always be my best girlfriend XD

Me: Hahaha, things change :)

Saras: hmmmmmm sedihnye dgr, i wan my old fren yg evil hahhaha

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Back to zaman highschool, LIYANA H a.k.a Hazarox, memang terkenal dengan evilness, devilness =,=. The reasons, sebab selalu kacau orang, hahaha.(Bukan buli yaaa, kacau main2 je) LIYANA H aka Hazarox juga terkenal sebagai cool, sebab jarang react emotionally(friends yang judge ya).

Paling kejam kat tuition,
Pernah one time, kacau a chinese guy kat tuition sampai dia tukar tuition. HOHOHOHO. Actually, that guy sangat dramatic and over manja.(Okay kidding, it's my fault)

Pastu pastu kat tempat tuition ada this one bilik yoga, so pergi main wrestling kat situ. Dancing, buat gymnastic laaa, HAHAHA, hyper gilaaa kan.

After that main piano n violin, buat bising2, sampai management tuition kunci pintu bilik piano taknak bagi kitaorang masuk. HAHAHAHAHA

Annnnd banyak laaaaagi, malas nak cerita =,=.(Belum cerita time kat rumah pula)


Basically, things change. Don't worry, yana da tak se-nakal and se-hyper dulu. Maybe otak da makin matang kot, hahaha :P

I do realize, day by day, yana makin pasif. Serious! Entah laa. Yana banyak thinking than acting. Last time, I used to be sooooo productive, tak boleh duduk diam, ada je plan and benda nak buat.

But Alhamdulillah, even yana jahat macam manaa pun dulu, He still thought of me. Yana still dapat results okay even tak belajar sangat pun(bukan nak show off =,=).
And Alhamdulillah juga coz I've been blessed with good friends yang sangat setia lagi baik, selalu nasihat yana. Tak pernah dumped yana. And most of all, diaorang accepted me for who I am.


Welllllll, even if I change a lot or even a bit, friends, I will always love you, and pray for all of you :) Any good memories we shared will never fade away in my mind or even in my soul. I forget things easily, but I don't forget something easily :)


P/S: I know some of you might think "WTH is goin on with her?". But hey, chill, my love never change. Just my attitude :)